Meditation…
A safer word than seclusion.
A prettier idea than no one cares.
A less lonely idea than just do it on your own.
A perfect way to stay quiet when you’ve already told the people who claim they love you that something is wrong.
A beautiful way to forgive yourself for asking for help from the people trying to pull you down.
A kinder way to spend your time rather than reliving the truth that the closest one to you betrayed you the most.
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White Lilies like nodes of fate
on geometric spaces tied to dates
they say things happen for a reason and Gods timing isn’t up for debate
But what do you do in the meantime tryna stay away from all this hate
telling everyone you’re doing great
while feeling yourself being twisted and pained just praying you don’t disintegrate
always finding another way outta that checkmate
Searching for a path to your liberated state
Outrunning all these people attempting to stop your growth rate, fucking up your figure eight
Knowing they’re still in a sleep state
And you haven’t even made it outta the starting gate
None of this shit is up for debate
When they’re telling you to acclimate
To these new tactics that intimidate & dominate
You just can’t relate
Even when you know you ain’t no lightweight
So you fixate on that clean slate, to reactivate, rejuvenate, reanimate your real state
to recapture and reintegrate into your sovereign state
Fuck all that shit telling you to reincarnate
We ain’t no initiate
We have Soulmates in the realms of the Highest State
We ain’t even in the same class, mate
With all these irate ingrates
tryna dictate
how I’m gonna narrate
what type of world I’m able to create
It’s where I hide
It’s where I’m found
It’s where stories come to life
And where sometimes I can’t believe my own eyes
It’s where passion come fast and hard to play
And where it seems gentleness is sometimes a misconstrued thing
It’s where I get so mad
And it’s where I feel so much love
It’s where creative ideas are all around just waiting to be found
There are lots of things to do and say
The trick is to watch your words and be sure to smile and play